The feeling of inadequacy can be one of the most consuming feelings one can have
How many of us are stuck in course we don’t really like and doing jobs we don’t really enjoy and worst of all in relationships we don’t really care for.
Most of us fall a prey to this incredible syndrome. I call it the GOAT syndrome.
We follow one another like goats no individual purpose or quest. Just following the person in front of us. For fear of being an outcast, fear of rejection, fear of failure and a multitude of FEARS!!
How can the world filled with unique able minded individuals like you and I are afflicted with such a disease. I know it is a harsh word but I call a malady preventing me form ably using my mind a DISEASE.
A huge quicksand of compromise sucks out our every aspiration and desire and replaces it with a template.
It feels like my course was a pre-determined template, so is my current job.
I shudder when I think my life partner is going to be a template as well!!!
As I lead my stereotypical life burdened with choices that are not mine to make just like my life which is not mine to live.
It probably belongs to my parents or peers. I am leading someone else’s life and dreams.
Mine were cruelly smothered a long time ago.
The only allusion of them is at night in my dreams.
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